Unleash Your Life
I can help you find the felt-sense of safety in your body
you need to discover the pleasure & joys of being alive!
My biggest take-away from my time with Pyasa is knowing that I can create the love/ pleasure /touch/ relationship/ fulfillment that I desire/seek within me a lot easier than I thought 🙂 I feel more equipped to move through my emotions when needed (anger, grief, anxiety), and a lot more at peace and excited about being alone and ‘with myself’.
If you’re looking to feel more empowered in your sexuality, have stronger self-love, deepen your understanding of your relationship dynamics, and learn effective tools to release heavy emotions or patterns, Pyasa is AMAZING and I highly recommend her work. I’ve worked with over ten different coaches and healers in the past five years and she is next level potent in such a gentil, loving way.
Ria Hardcastle, creator of The Kreative Kind
About Me
Our past experiences, societal conditioning, and the inherited patterns of our ancestors
can subconsciously shape our lives and relationships, including our sexuality.
When we release that which no longer serves us - we create room for the new to enter.
This is a shamanic practice which liberates our life-force energy,
allowing us to break free from limiting patterns and live the life we truly desire.
My Personal Journey
By age 13, I had already experienced multiple severe emotional and physical traumas; the shock of finding my father after his suicide at age 3, incest at age 6, and the terror of an attempted rape and death threat during a home invasion at age 12.
In 1984, few people were aware of PTSD and it’s symptoms, I was simply diagnosed as bi-polar and placed on medication to treat the symptoms. No one ever asked me ‘what happened?’. Despite being continually medicated, I still struggled with an extreme lack of self-esteem, anger, depression, and a lack of desire to participate in life. At the age of 18, I dramatically lined up all my bottles of medication, and ingested each and every pill. As fate would have it, a friend found me passed out and I woke up in a hospital, strapped to a bed, with a tube down my throat. I have a vague memory of this near death experience where someone was asking “are you sure you are ready to go?”.
It appears I wasn’t.
After this attempted suicide, I continued to experience epic lows and suicidal thoughts throughout a good part of my 20’s. I engaged in many dis-empowered situations, and painfully dysfunctional relationships.
In my late 20’s, I contracted Lyme – a nasty and supposedly, incurable disease. I was disabled for years with arthritic pain, headaches, brain fog and fatigue. Looking back, I cannot say this experience was easy, (initiations rarely are), but I can say it was instrumental in delivering me onto a path of self-inquiry, self-knowledge, and sexual healing. I had nothing left to do but take a good hard look at myself, or live in continual pain.
I dedicated myself to taking a courageously, honest, look at my self and my past; with the support of many healing modalities, talented teachers/guides, (including master plants), and even a master (Osho). Eventually, upon my journey I discovered the symptoms of Lyme disease were revealing my inner distress, and the profound lack of desire I had to be ‘here’ in a body. Thankfully, with the guidance I received I realized the need to focus on finding balance with not just my physical body, but with my mental, and emotional bodies as well. I dove deep into identifying and questioning my beliefs, and early conditioning. I had loads of anger and grief to express in order to reconcile with my childhood, after this came learning how to accept and forgive. It was a potent and arduous journey that got easier as I continued.
In the now, I can honestly say the Lyme was a blessing. The symptoms were alarm bells, raising awareness to my childhood wounding; the dis-ease gave me a choice – ignore my repressed emotions, and continue to harbor them in my body or, face the situation with courage and an open heart —> my only possibility to finding peace and acceptance within.
In my process of re-integration, I completed a good deal inner work, I learned a lot about trusting my intuition, self-expression, embodiment and the importance of including the body, mind and spirit for true healing. I can finally say I am grateful for all the challenges and hardships I endured; I recognize without them, I wouldn’t be who I am now, they gave me the passion to become educated in the work I share – and love – today.
In choosing to be alive, to heal, to commit to the world of the living, I was gifted with a deep understanding of what true healing feels like, and with the compassion to support others in their self-healing process. My wisdom has been hard earned, what I offer my clients is not just learned knowledge, it comes from deep personal experience.